Nirvana, Nirvana, Daughter of the Unknown Elders
I know this poem is too early for your ears
But believe me it has taken all these years
For me to know that beyond these walls of forever, eternity lives
Time is empty; clocks are statues, constant motion
Still as the two L’s at the end of the word, hands chained by space, nihility
I now know and acknowledge that you are there
Playing house with your yellow unicorn friends and mermaids of the sky
Painting stars in the galaxy with your radiant crayons
Blissfully circling the planets in your amplified smiles,
Wedding them, giving them rings, driving them crazy
Creating orbits, you’ve crowned the sun the pivotal point of the planets,
The sun is your heart, illuminating my everyday existence
You are there, building new universes with mud pots,
I think about you all the time and visualize
A time yet to emerge between our spaces
I see those joy rides of cloudy roller-coasters
Over the sepia rainbows in the chilli winter nights
The speeding splinter kites,
Colouring the horizon with white doves of hope and peace
Nirvana, Daughter of the Unknown Elders
I worship your existence in advance
It might have taken me a long time
To know what light is and to make fireworks of my fears
Place them in my hands and run through the dark city streets
Fuelled by instincts and two litters of adrenalin
To speak these words to the sleeping day,
This day; I know that I’m growing,
Every second of it I’m different from the previous one
For you My Spirit-Child I’m evolving
Yes, I used to wake up to a reality of hit and runs
Sharing lullaby hymns with crickets of forbidden voices
I awoke to a reality pillared by myths, ornamented by illusions
The earth would move beneath my feet
Dreams walk out of my head
My heartbeats hidden in caves of strange mountains
I was empty! Nothing could touch me
Not in the invincible context, I was a rock,
Numb as the second day of the year.
I walked inside every minute to its frontiers
I felt myself breaking, gasping for the living air
That was never there, I have done all mystic things
Surrendered my hunger to leftovers of the dead, I ate them
And when the thirst emerged I killed it, crocodiles tears down my throat
I was a rock, Yes I know rocks don’t die, they create stones
I know you’re My child,
Hear me Nirvana, hear me Daughter of the Unknown Elders
I’m here, and I know, spirits don’t grow they just open up
I’m opening all my pores, I am waiting
Meditating on the image of your soft hands
Those little toes, with tiny nails that look like smiles
Your curled hair reaching down your ears, your sideburns
Your tasteful scent after every bath
I can see that poetic mouth with no teeth,
The truth will pass unfiltered,
Those snare heartbeats
I can’t wait for your flattering giggles and smooth smiles
O Daughter of the Universe,
I call you Nirvana now,
You are a place of complete bliss and delight and peace
But please, don’t be confined to only that
You have all the liberty to name yourself.
I know you’re ready to come to me
Please be a little patient My Child
Daddy is still in the quest of an equally passionate
And a bit more loving and divine lady,
To help Daddy pull you from eternity to this dimension
Believe me My Child, I Thikalog of Tecres Yociets; will one day father you
Now help me My Child, I’m looking for that Elysian woman to mother you :)
